Yesterday I went skydiving and it was amazing!! I was screaming and freaking out the whole time during free fall; and yet as soon as the parachute was released it was the calmest, most peaceful experience of my life. Very similar to the black and white aspect of my life. I'm either raging or I'm in a coma. Where is the gray space? Where is the awareness of emotion, yet calm and restrained?
Which brings me to the question o'day: Does the gray space have to exist? What is wrong with a black and white personality? Sure, it's not easy and not always fun for those around me, but if this is me...shouldn't other's accept it?
I want to do another jump...I for experimental sake. I want to know if I would be more "gray" this time. Less freaking out, less comatose, and more enjoyable and gray?
Which brings me to the question o'day: Does the gray space have to exist? What is wrong with a black and white personality? Sure, it's not easy and not always fun for those around me, but if this is me...shouldn't other's accept it?
I want to do another jump...I for experimental sake. I want to know if I would be more "gray" this time. Less freaking out, less comatose, and more enjoyable and gray?
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