Thursday, October 16, 2008

I'm not even hungry - how can I be starving?!

I am craving a hamburger and fries. I'm not hungry - I just finished a lunch of a few ounces of leftover rib eye, saffron rice, a nice big salad and cinnamon apples for dessert. I'm not hungry at all. But I've been thinking about a hamburger and fries since yesterday afternoon.

I can feel it - that empty pit inside of me. It is what's screaming for the burger and fries, but that isn't what it truly wants. I know that pit and I know that a burger and fries will not only not fill that pit but it will also make me feel bloated and heavy and then have the potential to make me feel unnecessary guilt over eating it.

That pit ... my soul ... is starving and I don't know quite yet how to feed it. Help. I am turning inward and upward in seek of the answers. If I cannot find my way to the answers, please bring the answers to me.

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